Wednesday, 27 July 2011

27/7/2011

I can no longer relate to anything in the way I once did. And I wish I could. But nothing good ever came from wishing.

This feeling is virtually impossible to explain, in fact, for the most part, it isn’t even a feeling at all. It’s like a half existence; you feel completely removed from yourself and like whatever is happening isn’t happening to you, it’s like I’m living someone else’s life and only having thoughts, not feelings. I don’t even feel hollow or numb, that doesn’t even begin to describe it. I literally feel nothing. Nothing at all.

I have so much to say, but no longer the words to say it.

Although I've said too much, I haven't said enough.

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